second post...

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ISN'T HE THE MOST GORGEOUS THING I'VE EVER SEEN??????????

OMG, I'm TOTALLY in love with this man... These pics were taken after the Milan-MU match. And, Milan won!

WE'RE GOING TO THE FINALS!!!!!

Kaka

Some of you may know that I'm a sport's freak, especially with F1. Remember the Kimi craze???

LOL, Anyway, I met this cute boy from Sao Paolo in late 2004. I first saw him in a newspaper (which stated he plays for INTERNAZIONALE....) and of course, I was immediately star-struck... then, I came to know more bout him, OMG, he's like, the most perfect man I've ever known... Humble, Gentleman, Religious, Educated, he has alll the features of a man that i want. seriously, I don't know if I will ever find any guy like him... He Lives for Jesus...Do you? He's also a virgin!!!LOL, Until that day he got married.........

Matriculation Ok, I'm going to Labuan this Sunday. and I'm feeling VERY nervous about it. I never leave my family before. Never being independant...LOL, I'm very the anak manja type... It's gonna be REAL tough... Cos i'm going this Sun, which is Mother's Day and then the next day will be my mom's birthday. I felt sad and guilty leaving her & my family on these 2 VERY important days. I don't want to go..... I asked myself, which is more important? Education or Family??? For the sake of my education (and future), I'm leaving my mom on the most important days of her lives, as a mother and as a person... OK, I know I sounded erm... selfish... but, that's true. Thee thoughts are in my mind alllll the time these days...Who knows, in the future I might put career over family, thus, repeating the mistake I did years before that...

My Glasses...LOL Haha, I finally made my glasses, you know! I won't tell you how much the degree is, but...they're pretty high!!! LOL!!! Ok, but it's not that I'm blur if I don't use them, I can still see clearly. but now with my glasss, I can finally see things from far!!! Yeah.. It made my life easier after years of struggle.... LOL!! I went to see the eye specialist for like 4 times already. I felt dread going to the clinic, but hey, i should be lucky that an eye specialist is helping me. I should be blessed that finally someone can help with my sight problem (as if I'm really blind...). Ok, the trip was worth it, and I'm happy! I really like my glasses. No, it's no branded type (no way i can afford an emporio armani glasses!!!), but the colour, OMG, love it! Red & Black... Familiar? No, not MU, but AC MILAN!!!

AC MILAN... I have nothing else to talk about... So I want to babble bout AC Milan lah. their game against MU was a thriller!!! OMG, I prayed hard for AC Milan to win, and they did!!!!! OMG, God hath heard thy prayers...LOL, is it correct, my classical english??? LOL... But really, He had answred my prayers. I prayed every night before I go to bed. Trying to read the Bible every night/as often as I can... I'm not trying to show off or anything, but I'm just telling the truth. I'm being honest. I belive in this- Pray Until Something Happens. if you pray hard enough, earnestly, show your humbleness in font of our Holy Father, commit your sins, and most importantly, admit your faith and Believe that Jesus is our Messiah, nothing is impossible. NOTHING.

Oh ya, my friends... GOSH, you don't know how much I miss them!!!! I miss my gang of friends, especially my bestest friend, Wendy... I MISS HER..... 5 months of isolation from the outside world.... Oh God, I've never felt sooo lonely lah. No one to talk to. I'm knda glad-lah, that school term is coming, but NO WENDY..... I want to cry liaw...

That's all lah. I'm going to post more pics of Kaka for your viewing pleasure!!!

Don't forget to watch the video of Kaka speaking English on the top right of the screen!!!!! Learning it in a year and a half... AMAZING!!! C.Roonie had been staying in UK for like, what? 3 years? And his english still SUCK!!!!! KAKA IS SIMPLY THE BEST!!!!!